♔FUTURE VS. LOVE
Sunday, February 27, 2011 | 3:54 AM | 0 hearts ♔
nothing much wanna say...
1. my sister voice and mine... is the same....
2.wat the hell i can't let him go...
3.i'm crazy about him until i forgot about study...
4.i need to study hard to pass pmr...
5.my friends ignore me except nathra n ct....
6.my family didn't trust me as they trusted me like once...
7.did he really loves n listen to me...
8.did i changed a lot...
9.is everything gonna be alright....
10. i need to choose life n him...
LIFE....
♔plez. stop pissing me off.... im sick of it...
Wednesday, February 23, 2011 | 5:01 AM | 0 hearts ♔
u are my past my nightmare past....
nk ckp apew lg yg xknew tntng aq...???
nk ckp aq bitch...??? or xgne la pew la...???
juz do wat ever u want....
juz don't disturb my life......
i hate u so fuckin' damn much...
jadi....
xperlu la nk kacau relationship aq....
aq tatew kacau ko...
ko nk ckp aq mcm2...
aq tatew ckp papew sal ko pown...
yg brok2 semue aq xpenah ckp....
ko nk ckp aq....
hesh...!!
tesion aq...!!!
and he is my presence...
dy ary2 anta aq blek...
dy btol2 care tntng aq...
dy xla puteh cm ko....
tp pd matew aq....
dy smpurnew....
dy jaoh beh bek dri ko taw x....
aq asew dy pown xd kacau idop ko....
ko nk pew sebenanyew....???
law ko ckp bndew bwok tntng aq....
apew ko dpt???
ko nk dy tngglkn aq???
ko nk pew lg???
huh...???
my study....
my study is my future...
now jadual aq mmg ketat...
pgi gi skola...
blek skola...
pnt nk titow jap...
pas uw bngon gi men bola...
blek men bola mndy...
pas mndy wat kejew skola...
pas uw bce buku...
wat jadual ....titow...
ary sabtu tusyen..ary ahad pown......
jdi mmg tatew msew nk uruskn...
ko taw x.......
law ko xpnh wujud dlm idop aq....
yeah... yg bek nyew maybe...
aq dpt rsew jdi ahli party animal...
yg bwok nyew......
aq jdi owg xtntu arh n cm xsdr dri...
jadi itu la ko....
slalu nyusahkn idop aq.....
ko tu msew lalu aq yg da aq lpewkn...
dy tu yg aq ad skunk...
study tu yg tugu aq di msew hadapn...
hurm........
disember............!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
♔everything and he....
Tuesday, February 22, 2011 | 5:09 AM | 0 hearts ♔
i had everytink n i appreciates everytink i had....
and he come to me...
bring a hope and love...
that dont have a granted that he loves me truely...
is he ever really love me???
i am not sure...
but the only i know who truely loves me is my friends and family....
yeah....
he just like a dream....
a fantastic n sweet dream i ever had...
when i with him...
but my everything is slowly blewed...
when he is with me...
my friends love...
everything is slowly slips away...
i will cry when i feel its hurt......
now...
i choose him...
and i slowly...
kill a friendship...
i do this because i love him so much....
what i afraid is...
he might leave me alone...
and i had a very bad heart broken...
and i lose both love i ever had...
sometimes.......
i can't think and talk alone to sky...
and a moon appear.....
and the time just hold a sec...
and i wish i could go back to where i suppossed to know this will happen......
and this is too late...
just could'nt find a right path..........
♔budak rambut sebelah.....
Friday, February 18, 2011 | 6:04 AM | 0 hearts ♔
td aq dtg lambat skola....
aq betolak dri uma kol 7.30...
jadi.....
aq xnk kne dendew... aq jejln stu bakawali...haha...
sronok...!!!
aq msok skola kol 8.00...
aq pnjat pgr...
then gi kt tangga yg ujung skali...
tp tngga uw xbkk...
jd aq mnyelinap msok blkng blok bru pegi tngga yg ujung dkt nan dwn..,,,
aq plan nk lpk stu sowg2 smpi lonceng bnyi...
tpi....
ad ttmu...
aq pnggil dy bdk rmbot sblh...
B.R.S...
then aq thyew dy kol bpew...
tp tetibw dy mrepek...
mrepek ckp 'aq nieyh sbenonyew... itu la inila....
then aq lynkn jewk...
pas da lamew2 uw....
aq dok diam jewk...
da mmg aq plan nk dok situ...
pas uw dy bla...
aq ingt da brambos tros dri blok bru uw...
upew2 nyew dy msok toilet pompuan...
lpaz jewk bnyi lonceng aq da mmg tepikir idea lpk at toilet uw... ltk beg at stu smntarew...
bez uw... nmpk dy btolkn rmbot dy.,,,,
dy nk memara ckp ko nieyh itu la ini la....
aq mlz nk lyn aq kuar dok at tngga uw blek... tp bleyh kantoi nan pngaws,,, jdy sblom apew2 blaku...
aq tepaksew le... msok toilet... then aq nmpk dy da kuar... bgoz2...
then lpaz jewk smue nk msok klaz....aq ikowt jewk dy... dy jln,aqjln..
dy berenti... aq berenti...
smpi la msok klaz...
seb bek xjdy pew2...
huhuhu...
aq betolak dri uma kol 7.30...
jadi.....
aq xnk kne dendew... aq jejln stu bakawali...haha...
sronok...!!!
aq msok skola kol 8.00...
aq pnjat pgr...
then gi kt tangga yg ujung skali...
tp tngga uw xbkk...
jd aq mnyelinap msok blkng blok bru pegi tngga yg ujung dkt nan dwn..,,,
aq plan nk lpk stu sowg2 smpi lonceng bnyi...
tpi....
ad ttmu...
aq pnggil dy bdk rmbot sblh...
B.R.S...
then aq thyew dy kol bpew...
tp tetibw dy mrepek...
mrepek ckp 'aq nieyh sbenonyew... itu la inila....
then aq lynkn jewk...
pas da lamew2 uw....
aq dok diam jewk...
da mmg aq plan nk dok situ...
pas uw dy bla...
aq ingt da brambos tros dri blok bru uw...
upew2 nyew dy msok toilet pompuan...
lpaz jewk bnyi lonceng aq da mmg tepikir idea lpk at toilet uw... ltk beg at stu smntarew...
bez uw... nmpk dy btolkn rmbot dy.,,,,
dy nk memara ckp ko nieyh itu la ini la....
aq mlz nk lyn aq kuar dok at tngga uw blek... tp bleyh kantoi nan pngaws,,, jdy sblom apew2 blaku...
aq tepaksew le... msok toilet... then aq nmpk dy da kuar... bgoz2...
then lpaz jewk smue nk msok klaz....aq ikowt jewk dy... dy jln,aqjln..
dy berenti... aq berenti...
smpi la msok klaz...
seb bek xjdy pew2...
huhuhu...
♔keaadan+kelakar=KETAWA!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, February 17, 2011 | 3:16 AM | 0 hearts ♔
katawe.... sy suke ketawe....
♥.♥, smlm.... ad owg kn... dy tepijak taik... hahaha....
♥.♥, smlm.... sy xberenti ketawekn dy...
♥.♥,ary nieyh... sy asek nk mara dy jewk...
♥.♥,ary nieyh sy pkol dy bnyk kli... huhuhu...
♥.♥,smlm... sy ketawe n ketawe....
♥.♥,ary nieyh sy mara n sedeyh....
♥.♥,td sy gi kdai pas uw ad poliz....
♥.♥,then... aq stu dak KERDIL dtg at blkng sy...
♥.♥,mkew dy lawa... tp dy mara2 sy sbb sy telanggar dy time nk bli air...
♥.♥,td... sy nk men netball...
♥.♥,tapi... rmai sngt yg msok time pemilihan uw....
♥.♥,jadi sy xnk msok.... sy tngok yg msok semuew yg da bepengalaman...
♥.♥,sy taw sy xkn dpt.... sbb yg men semue bgoz2...
♥.♥,tp kwn2 sy suwo sy men... sy mmg nk men...
♥.♥,tp sy xnk mnghrp at bndew yg blom tntu lgi sy dpt....
♥.♥,sbb nyew law sy da sungguh2 men... law xdpt...
♥.♥,sy rasew sedeyh... jadi sbb uw la sy asek mlarikn diri dari dwn td...
♥.♥, smlm.... ad owg kn... dy tepijak taik... hahaha....
♥.♥, smlm.... sy xberenti ketawekn dy...
♥.♥,ary nieyh... sy asek nk mara dy jewk...
♥.♥,ary nieyh sy pkol dy bnyk kli... huhuhu...
♥.♥,smlm... sy ketawe n ketawe....
♥.♥,ary nieyh sy mara n sedeyh....
♥.♥,td sy gi kdai pas uw ad poliz....
♥.♥,then... aq stu dak KERDIL dtg at blkng sy...
♥.♥,mkew dy lawa... tp dy mara2 sy sbb sy telanggar dy time nk bli air...
♥.♥,td... sy nk men netball...
♥.♥,tapi... rmai sngt yg msok time pemilihan uw....
♥.♥,jadi sy xnk msok.... sy tngok yg msok semuew yg da bepengalaman...
♥.♥,sy taw sy xkn dpt.... sbb yg men semue bgoz2...
♥.♥,tp kwn2 sy suwo sy men... sy mmg nk men...
♥.♥,tp sy xnk mnghrp at bndew yg blom tntu lgi sy dpt....
♥.♥,sbb nyew law sy da sungguh2 men... law xdpt...
♥.♥,sy rasew sedeyh... jadi sbb uw la sy asek mlarikn diri dari dwn td...
♔who cares my feeling...???? =='
Wednesday, February 16, 2011 | 4:03 AM | 0 hearts ♔
my father just told me just now...
he told me don't ever break a person's heart or make them feel little...
he told me everytime...
he told me don't ever make enemy...
he told me friends with everybody...
he told me to study hard...
he told me i can make a relationship... if my result were good...
he told me to care everybody's heart...
i can do it all... i can do it...
but... the problem is...
people who break my heart n make me feel little....
people want to make me as their enemy...
people who don't want to be friend with me...
SOME people not couverage me to study...
people who jealous in my relationship n make my result bad...
people don't care about my feeling...
then who..???
family???
friends???
boyfriends???
GOD.... :'(
he told me don't ever break a person's heart or make them feel little...
he told me everytime...
he told me don't ever make enemy...
he told me friends with everybody...
he told me to study hard...
he told me i can make a relationship... if my result were good...
he told me to care everybody's heart...
i can do it all... i can do it...
but... the problem is...
people who break my heart n make me feel little....
people want to make me as their enemy...
people who don't want to be friend with me...
SOME people not couverage me to study...
people who jealous in my relationship n make my result bad...
people don't care about my feeling...
then who..???
family???
friends???
boyfriends???
GOD.... :'(
♔my self... and u....
Tuesday, February 15, 2011 | 2:28 AM | 0 hearts ♔
well... well... well....
what's the point if you hate me...
u make more enemy...
hate me don't make u pretty...
its not worth anything...
what did u get...
a fresh mind??
yeah...!!!
thats good for u...
after what did u did in ????
i'm not making mess with anyone...
but u are the one who making mess with me...
i'm not afraid of a shadow anymore...
you are a shadow of your self...
you should be ashamed of your self darling...
coz everything in your life now...
depends on me...
u said a single thing about me...
and i said 3 words...
GO TO HELL...!!!
DID I CARE...!!!!
YOU NEED SOMEONE TO FUCK YOU,DARLING...
and this is my first time said this to you....
don't make me said it twice...
or i gonna make u become a HOT BITCH...
hahaha..... padan muke kaw...!!!!!!!!!!!!!
PUAS ATY AQ....!!!!!!!!!!!!
♔friday was a fairy tale...
Friday, February 11, 2011 | 8:39 PM | 0 hearts ♔
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| friday...!!!! friday.... friday.... friday.... first time kuar gi jusco... pkai bju skola..... huhuhu... wat a very very crazy friday.... and those thing goes with happiness... with someone i love the most.... pipot...<3 nath n ungku... n but.... urm.... tired to story.... about it... |
♔nath n ahmad... me n pipot... juzco n tnb....
Wednesday, February 9, 2011 | 5:07 AM | 0 hearts ♔
huhuhuhu.... k... ary nieyh mmg best....
nath n ahmad gi juzco n 4got ntok bwk duet....
hahaha....
Tu la....
len kali... ajk aq....
pdn mkew...
hehehe....
about me...
i am so...
soooo...
sooo...
happy...
i finally found my missing puzzle piece.../my love...
he loves me so much... and i love him so much...
nite n day...
and i just can't 4 get a sec. from that moment...
OMG!!! im so in love.. i found you finally....
♔best fwenzz.... or...????
Sunday, February 6, 2011 | 10:28 PM | 0 hearts ♔
Aq bkn nk brsangka brok trhadap membe aq sndiri...
But smlm dyeowg keep pushing me...
N ary nieyh... dyeowg ajk outink...
I look all their face...
N its just like they ad bndew brok...
Cm nk knew kn aq or wat...
Stu membe aq skew aq n pipot brsamew...
Lagi stu skew aq n tttteeeetttt....
Tpi aq xtaw mne stu...
Urm... wat ever la...
Just ngah fkir nk gi kew x...
Ptg nieyh...
Difkirkn blek apew sbb dyeowg nk wat cm uw....
Xd sbub...
aq cm slh sngkew cm dose...
Tp...
Aq maybe...ntah la....
Law semue uw btol....
How...???
Law semue uw slh...
Aq dose bub pkir bkn2...
Urm.!!!!!!!!!!!
wat i'm gonna do now..!!!!
Help!!!!
♔2 syen... kejew skola... handsome...
| 1:27 AM | 0 hearts ♔
1. tusyen... ok la....aq xsiapkn kejew tusyen...huhuhu...
seb bek ain cover... 2 ok la....
pas tu... td ad sowg budak...
bwu masok... WOW!!!!
dak uw bleyh thn mkew dy...
tnggi... tulisan dy comel n kemas...
tngn dy seksi.. hahaha...
kulit dy lg puteh dri aq...
tp... smbong... aq snyum pown dy tngok lantai...
hahaha.... lantk la... pduli apew aq...huhuhu...
2.kejew skola...
sok da isnin da msok skola...
mlz nyew...!!!
sminggu cuti nieyh... aq hbizkn masew aq
berfacebook n berblogger...
kejew skola stu hapek pown aq xwat...
aq pown da lupe mnew stu yg kne wat....
Td aq bngon kol 5 pagi siapkn math jewk... bku sjrah aq ntah mnew dy gi ntah...
then aq wat bodo... pas uw tido blek...
yg kh... uw aq pnyew cm nyawe2 ikan jewk...
yg len... aq da ilang memory... geo..???
bm??? bi??? ad kew???
aq xwat tu langsung...
bgoz tol la...
npew bg kejew bnyk2...???
sekse aq... nk enjoy pown cm xbez... ad bnyk kejew tetangguh...
♔even.......!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Saturday, February 5, 2011 | 6:26 AM | 0 hearts ♔
Even....
a beutiful name for him...
Every girls...
want him....
And he choose me...
I don't know who he is...
my knee and my hand was shaking badly...
I look fool infront of him...
I'm not perfect for him...
He like the last man on the earth....
yeah...
I am very lucky...
Then my luck just passed by...
He leave me...
He leaves me for 2 years alone waiting for him...
I wait for him...
He change his phone number without telling me...
I miss him hoping he will come and fetch me...
But it is just a dream...
When he came back...
I call him...
He said he doesn't recognize me...
The worst part is...
He sold my number...
Is he think that i am a bitch wait for a man to f**k me
yeah...
That why i mad at him...
some people son't understand why i pretand not recognize him...
Coz i hate him badly...
He broke my heart...
My heart had broke and transform into tiny pieces...
The tiny pieces is a hope...
That has been buried deep down in my memory...
And have been demolish... and delete by me...
It hurts me a lot...
So that the ends of my story...
Story about an evil Even...
A heartbreaker..
♔maaf ku x bisa memilih diri mu....
Friday, February 4, 2011 | 6:03 PM | 0 hearts ♔
smlm kwn sy text sy...
kwn llky...
smlm sy mra ngn syg sy...
smlm sy fkir...
sy crng kew...
pg nieyh sy akn text 2 owg yg sy syg.....
spew yg blz dlu sy akn brsmew dy.....
kwn llky sy yg blz dlu...
tp xkn la sy nk pleh kwn sy...
sy da hrgai paew yg sy ad...
sy ad owg yg syg sy.........
tp.....
dy syg sy kew...???
ntok kwn sy...
maaf ku tak bisa memilih dirimu
kerna ku terhanyut mncintai dy...
ntok syg sy...
ntah la...
sy syg awk......
tlong fikir positif....
♔kwn lmew :)
| 5:06 AM | 0 hearts ♔
aq nk thanks bub tlg aq time aq ngah ssh.....
aq xsngke ko akn tlg aq huhuhu.......
btw...
pd AWK....
sy mnta maaf law sy ad wat slh at awk...
sy rindu sngt awk...
yeah... we just fwenz...
tp law awk xtmn sy...
mcm pooh xd piglet...
huhuhu...
tp... plezz....
sy mmg rsew kosong xd awk...
yew... sy ad owg yg syg sy...
tpi sy lbeh knl awk dri dy...
sy da tebiasew cre awk lyn sy...
awk lyn sy kasa... dan sy da tebiasew...
mmg itu wat sy sket aty..
tp xbemaknew sy bnci awk....
sy just gertak awk... tp awk xpnh prasan...
owg yg syg sy...
dy lyn sy bek sngt...
tpi sy tkowt cpt borink ngn dy... jdy sy nk krgkn text dy...
tp... ble sy try krg nk text dy sy mizz dy...
huhuhuhu... at last...
sy syg dy gak... gle babi sket sy syg dy...
♔gong xi fa cai...
Thursday, February 3, 2011 | 12:44 AM | 0 hearts ♔
smlm ad seorang lelaki yg aq pernah sayangi dulu text aq...
urrrmmmm...
malangnyew aq xd kedit...
npew dy cm uw???
aq pown xtaw...
dy mesty text aq time aq xd kdt....
ary jdy dy,ary jady aq,n sgalewnyew dulu aq smbot ngn dy....
tp skunk dy makin sbok...
disember...
bln aq ngn dy mmg bek...
januari...
bln yg dy kcewekn aq...
n tngglkn aq...
then dy kmbali text aq stlah sekian lmew dy tngglkn aq...
february....
gong xi fa cai/...
aq ingt bleyh smbot ngn dy...
valentine...
aq ingt bleyh smbot ngn dy...
tp aq slh..
aq akn smbot ngn owg yg btol2 syg aq...
owg uw sygkn aq....
owg uw sygkn aq.....
tpi.........
ssh btol nk lpewkn dy.....
8 bln sesamew....
blew aq nk lpewkn dy... dy mncul...
time aq mlew syg at dy...
dy tenggelam....
wat aq kliru jewk...
and now... lantak ko la....
♔miss u syg....
Wednesday, February 2, 2011 | 3:37 AM | 0 hearts ♔
:(...
:( dy xwindu at sy...
:( dy da xtake care sy lg..
:( dy akn lpewkn sy...
:( dy taw x sy syg dy
:( DY AKN TINGGALKAN SY...!!!
:(
:(
:( somebody help me...
:( coz i want to start crying now...
:( maybe i won't stop... till i calm...
♔syg sy...
Tuesday, February 1, 2011 | 6:49 AM | 0 hearts ♔
Td syg sy nagez sbub sy...
sy xnk lyn dy
ary uw syg sy nagez sbub sy
sy nk tngglkn dy
ary uw syg sy nagez sbub sy
sbub sy slh sngkew...
sy xnk wat dy nagez lg...
jd...
sy nk jaohkn diri dari dy...
tp xboleyh...
sy syg dy sesngt...
sy btol2 syg kt dy...
law dy tngglkn sy...
sy bleyh mati...
sy tkowt kehilangan dy...
sy tkowt setie sy goyah...
sy tkowt setie dy xbrkekalan...
sy xnk dy tngglkn sy...
urm.. sy cayunk syg sy sesngt....