aq pown advise lha,,, as i usually advise my friend who had a very serious and critical situation in thier relationship...

i have a so many experience in relationship(in real life)
i never got in relationship with a guy from social web,,, as i  not a girl who always have fun with a typical strangers...

ok now,,,i had this friend that had a very huge problem that i also got angry when i heard her stories about her boyfriend,,,
she is so damn pretty ,,, she's kindda cute too,,,...and her boyfriend appearance was so miles away from her,,, 

it starts when,,, a friend of mine had an open house,,, he invited everyone in our class,,,yeah ,, i'll went there with this girl name l***** ... i'll make this short her boyfriend came to my friends house and get mad to her,, because she go an open house,,,??? (WTF??) she told me her boyfriend got jealous or mad,, whatever it is,,, it kindda make me feels so damn mad,,,

ok this is another story about her too,,, she was a dancer,,, yeah a very good dancer in our school,,,  so she need to dance for an event in school,,, and guess what,,, her boyfriend don't allowed her to dance,,, as i also gonna dance for the event,,, i'll told her to just participate at the event,,, so she can dance with me,,,

ok,,, so i kindda advise this girl,, to not be stupid over a guy,,,i told to just told him that you had to leave him if he keep controlling your life,,,i know this loving couple didn't want to break up,, but we must try to do something than just ignoring,,, so each of my girlfriend agreed with me,,, as they also have try the same way and it do works,,, people will appreciate other when other have gone,,, so this girl is cute as i'd mention earlier and this boy who interested in her,, so why not try to do it,,, because he the one who chasing over her butt,, so why do afraid of trying this,,, he didn't want to break up of course,,, so he'll changed,,, and one thing she can try by saying nice to him,,, yeah sometimes it do worked,,,(for some guy who is damn stupid and had a very low level of ego)

ok so,,, the crisis is,,, i had this one friend who disagreed with me,, as she said that my tactics is kindda childish,,, so i just said to her,, that's how this relationship worked,,, and she's just keep on *HENTAM* as she always wanna win type,,, she did not satisfied until she won,,, so i just keep on saying my advise,,,
 and this is my advise,,

ok,,, "cube kaw try gertak dye mcm kw na tingglkn lha,,, kononnye,,, tapy tipu2 je,,, kw ckp mcm na rhat jap dry relationship nyh,,, so bile dye tnye kw knpew??  ckp lha psal kongkong tu,,,, then mesty dye mcm takowt hilang kaw kn,,, sbb dye yang start relationship dlu,,, klaw kw break pown,, bagus ape,,, buang mase je couple dgn lelaki yng king control mcm tu,,, nanty teenage life kaw membazir kat dye je,, nanty kw smbong blaja rmai lgy yng lagy bgus,,, kw kn lawa,,, bkn ta lawa,,, study dlu,,, msok U nanti bru cri awesome guy,,, kw ta yah takowt klaw yng dye nyh bla dry idop kw,,, nnty mesty lgy rmai laki yg nak at kw,,, "

but then my friend of mine dnga our conversation (between me and that girl lha kan)
so she damn disagree with me,,, she is kindda that type of girl,,, she advising her to not do as what i'd advise,,, she can tell her opinion,,, who is getting angry,,??? but why she need to tell her not to do what i'd advise,,, she told her that,, i had this childish thinking way,,that brings me to not involved to any relationship anymore and she told her to talk to him and just stay in relationship and so ever,,, so i just so get annoyed because i feel just like im a dumb try to advise someone good.. and she is the great... so i say what i want to say,,, as i feel very annoyed and angry,,, i just hit her back,,,(by words) and we had kindda big argument about this girl,,,

i didn't say what she advise is totally useless,, but she can't mine also,,, sometimes she need to respect others opinion and not to break others heart,,, i as her friend i could barely said that in a week there's no broken heart in our friendship,,, there are must!
so she said to this girl to just ENJOY HER TEENAGE LIFE as i said just now,,, and i think all people could think that if we had this type of relationship,,, did we get to enjoy our teenage life?? i don't think so,,,  she said that like she is damn right,,,

i just so mad till i want to blew up,, my heart was racing,,, my hand is shaking and cold,,, my face is getting red,,,and i just sitting and shut the hell up,, i do my own work,, i try to not being an animal that can't control their anger,,, i just try to not look at my friend face,, i chit chat with my my classmate called *kak yong*,,,
and i just act like to be so cool,,, yeah,,,

so i told each friend of mine about this story,, they all actually agreed with me,,, coz they're all had real life experience of couple,,,they had experience couple a guy who in the same school, who live near,, and who always met,,, they hve not too much of long distance relationship experience as they are not the typical kindda of her,,, can i say that all my friend are just like me,, long distance relationship didn't work for us,,, we  only had short distance(which is real life) relationships,,, so the knew it would damn be that way,,,

so the moral of the story try to more beware of what you said,,, i had this idioms,, "terlajak perahu bole berpatah balik, terlajak kate ?? " and one more "rumah terbakar orang nampak asap nye,, hati terbakar sape yang tahu??"" ok??

p/s to my friend: if YOU yeah YOU are reading this i didn't want to say much,, i juat wan to say what you were talking that other day really make me think who is my true friend and who don't ,, and your words really make my heart like* tersentap aq* <<speechless BFF aq speechless>>>

aq nyh BFF ramai,, ape kn lagy best friend berratus,, friends aq siked,,, tapy soulmate,true friend,twins,, aq blom jumpe,, aq pernah jumpe true friend aq,,, tpy dye da tade,, aq pernah jumpe soulmate aq tapy mak ayh aq ta approve aq membe ngn dye,, twins pown aq pernah jumpe,, tpy dye da hilang,, tenggelam dlm keasyikan facebook,, dye da ad rmai twins da kowt,, (social)

life aq worked mcm nyh arh,,, akak aq kate kat U nanty aq akn jumpe soulmate(membe perempuan) aq,,, 

sbnanye bukn na cter psl blog yg bru dituka ny,,,

na cite yg happen kt skola,,

tdy kan,,,,

time rhat ad somtink never think to do, happen..

kliru? ok good,, :)

tdy time rhat .. well biase lha sume ad group or puak n klompok msing2 rite,,,

slalu nye aven rhat hasil gabungn dua group,,, 

group aven group sderhana pndai,, group yg gabung ny, 2 (straight A):1 (7A):1 (6A):2 (3A)

har...pandai ta2?

dyorank ny harpn n pgarang jantong skola,, uhuhu,,

ok,, balek pde story tdy,,, sllu nye aven lpak ngn dyorank ny,,,

memandng kn rmai yg absent disebabkn besok labour day,,, jady sume da cop cuti dulu,,,

tggal lha beberape org,, yg bbrpe tu tetybe lost ngn group aven,,,

basicly group aven ad 4 org,, tpy lgy sorg tu sllu mslah ngra,, ta dtg,,

tggal lha 3 people,,, lpas mkn tu,,, aven n da gang pegy lha dewan,, saje dudok2 amek angin,,,

acctually aven mcm erk ta brpe slese dok situ sbb ape taw,,? sbb nye kat dwan tu sblah dpn da mcm krusi parlimen pnoh dgn mamat2,, aven pown tataw na gekar dyorank ny ape,, pape pown,,, tu mmg spot dyorang,, jady aven dudok memblakangi dark2 ny,, hua...

tpy membe aven ny dy na dok situ aven taw sbb ape dye na dok situ sbb ad yg dye mnat,,, jady aven diam je lha,,, aven tana berdebat psal na dudok mne,, mcm dak kecik je kn gado psal tu,,, jady aven diam2 je...

aven mmg mlm tady tido pkol 2.30 pgy,, aven bgon na gy skola pown lmbt,, seb bek ta kne thn... so aven pnat aven bring lha kt paha(pehe?)*slah eja jgn mara.. 

membe sblh aven ny.. membe aven yg na dudok at situ kacau n gurau tolak2 kple aven,,

1.lutot , 2. tah dye ganyang gune tgn,,,

aven serius time tgah PMS jgn messy2,,, bole jady monster beb,,,

huhu... aven pown niat na tease dye balek lha,,,

aven tarik lha tudong dye,,, tapy aven tade niat na tarik smpai tebukak SUMPAH,,

aven tarik agk slow lha sbb sllu dye pkai tudong ketat2,, so susah na tarik,,, aven pown tarik lha..

patu ta expect tudong dye tebukak abes,, aven pown mse tu mcm *otak ckp:alamak! confirm kne ngarok ny,apesal lembik sgt tudong dye...

patu dye pkai balek tudong dye maki aven,,

dye pkol mcm pnmpar tpy kt peha and bahu,,,

huhu,,, patu dy smbong maki aven... patu dy cpt2 bgon pgy ladies,,, aven da mnx maaf dgn dye,,, patu dye maki,,,aven tggu dye cool,, 

da msok class da lme2 siked,, aven mnx maaf lgy ngn dye,,, tpy dye wat ta dga jew,,,

aven ny jnis mmg ego mnggunung,, aven pling susah na ckp sorry,,, apatah lgy na ckp twice,,,

psal dye bff n classmate aven... aven pown tana lha dingin je kn,,,

pastu mse kne msok bilik tayang (APD),,

aven mmg dudok ngn dy ta kn pisah punye lha,

huhu,,, aven msok tgok dye tade kat tmpat sllu dy dudok,,,

dy dudok ujong skali dgn group len,,, aven dudok le sesorang,, 

time tu mmg fikirn aven mcm na mlalak sbb aven ta suke nerd dudok sorg2 tade membe alone mcm emo...

jdy aven decide blek klas pack bag aven then pndh tmpt,,,

aven mmg ta bole klaw org buat aven mcm kasot,, org pkai kasot ble jatoh then maki kasot or brg yg ta besalah,, wlhal dry sndry punye mistake ta prasan,,, klaw na kate same2 slah pown ta pe lha,,, tpy aven mmg rse terhina dan dihina 1.dy maki aven 2. dy ignore every single word saying sorry 3. dy lngsong ta tepikir ape guraw dye buat,,,

when u plant a morning glory i can't grow into roses,,

and dye sptotnye pkir,,,

aven takn na mlukn membe sndry dpn org rmai,,

aven takn na kne maki dpn org rmai,,,

aven ego susah na ckp sorry, tpy ckp jugak,,,

sorry aven ta pnah semurah tdy,,,

sorry yg di ignore,,, 

dior2,,, ary ny,, serious ly

aq sedeyh,,, urm,, act ta sedeyh sgt pown,,
just aq erm,,

haha,,, aq just dpt taw boy yg aq syg tu act na game aq,,,

so.. aq terime jelha kn~

aq da decide aq akn lupekan sume nye,,, yeah,, sume nye,,,

tady aq ngamok bin bengang haha

so aq patah kn sim card aq,, TERBAEK,, 

hahaha...

tu agk first time lha kn aq wat cm tu,,  di sbb kn malu teramat sgt,,,

kecewe?

yeah,, of coz lha kan~

sedeyh,,, siked je lha,,

mara,, ta langsong..

aq still bole hidup kan~

biar lha dy bahgia ngn GF dy yg belambak tu,, 

erm,,,

no used crying over split milk kan~ huhukk,,

a day fuyll of fun,,,!!!!!!!!!

im not kidding,,, its shit,,, :'(